Vaulting these past few weeks…
This will be a long one people so sit back, relax, and prepare to get some insight on the mind of Kyle (concerning the vault) in these past few weeks. To start, I’d just like to say that vaulting for me since the beginning has been a passion. Something that I’ve ALWAYS loved to do and never saw it as just another track event or just something else to compete in at meets. I have and always will look forward to vaulting
. So, in light of this, I must ashamedly admit that about two weeks ago I started questioning this passion of mine and the reasons why I vault. These questions being: Why do I still vault? Why should I put so much effort into track and the vault when I could just quit and have a normal college life? Why put myself through all the negative aspects of the vault? I mean it can hurt a lot, it always ends in failure (think about it), and it just takes so much effort and time to master. Also I have already shown people that I can be the best in D3 and I’ve won plenty of meets so why should I do it anymore? Now, let me tell you, this kind of attitude is quite… infectious if you will. To summarize, I asked some what if’s and a lot of why’s and doubted my reasons for vaulting in the first place. Not a good place/mind set to be in right before championships start. Even last weekend when I competed it affected me in my vault. I’m ashamed to admit it, but I vaulted way high over 15′ 6” (with most people saying it was about a foot over it if not more). However, because of this mind set, I allowed myself to be lazy after clearing it thinking “Ya I got this again… woopedeedoo” and consequently, right at that moment, I knocked the bar off with my elbow on the way down (it was my 3rd attempt too). I lost the meet to Greg Tao from MIT because I let that attitude affect me so much as to influence my vault. How could I let such an attitude affect my vault? I mean my vault is my pride and joy and it’s the culmination of all the efforts I put in to practices. Yet I let it affect me THAT much, making it a low point in my vaulting career I must admit. However, after some inspiring speeches from people close to me (girlfriend, mother, father, and Connor), I re-discovered my passion for the vault. I vault because it’s something I love and have always loved to do. I vault because I’m happy when I do and I find I inspire others. Among other things I’ve been told that I have the attitude that no matter what people say, whether impossible or not, if I believe I can do it, then I’ll do it. So, with respect to this attitude and the very recent re-discovery of my motivation to vault, I’ve doubled my efforts in reaching a goal I’ve had since the very beginning: becoming the best vaulter in the world and setting a new world record. Yes that means beating even the great Sergei Bubka (my hero and ultimately my greatest competition). Now some might say that’s reaching too far or the chances of it happening are very slim BUT (going off what I said earlier) I know I can make it. I will be the best in the world, I will get there someday. Cocky? Maybe a little bit, but for those who know me… not in the least, and I’m very, VERY appreciative of all the support I get
. So for all you vaulters out there who question why you vault just remember how much you love it and never give up on your goals because you never know, you might be the best someday
P.S. Another goal of mine is to get my face on a cereal box




